Saturday, March 31, 2007
So tired, nwdae chong GB and type books. And nite time hlp my pa do ang mo for doc. Hate and sad to sae....my mum lol, act ang mo so clever u do lah, nag here and there. I jus hlp to send it out cn le. Idot, make me no mood to type the things for my pa. And just nw nite time watch a show abt lawyer...watch until cry(~.~). Especially behind parts which showing half an hour more b4 ending. Wan to know y!!! Cus of a pairs loving old couple, specially her husband noeing her wife gt "lao ren zhi dai zhen" willing to care her and waste money for her wife than himself. U noe wat the most touching things is is that he sae that he will love her until dead cus of his age old enough and cnt find any other wife so why not love her forever even her wife doesnt matter for him to have another wife. sob sob. Really touch my heart. His husband really shen monei jus for his wife. Make me more, wan to love and chriesh the love one. And also ard 7+ watch a cartoon show too...also abt loves. The bad guy wanted to kill the girl, but he cnt make it means nvr kill her cus he have a beautiful heart(loves) for her. So he let her go. The girl noe he was been force and willing to let him kill. but end nvr. Y todae so mani loves show that make me wan to love it and hate it.
Y: In tis world realli nd to have Love. Human realli nd to love and care to survie and love really is a Special Word that represent hw u care, love for them and ard u.
Now as for me, i wan to wait for the guy who really love me and who dun care who am i, wether bad or gd am i, short i'm, fat i'm and devil(2 me, i think) i'm. Love me trutly by heart. As long as we love each other, hlp each other in times and future and together we share our oldies and slowly, we live the world when its our time. Think of that show make me cry. To me, even die i will protect love ones. U noe after watching the show really wan to find a gd one and also gd partner together we make a future together and prepare to overcum problem together and share things together.
`~Abt me 4 u: other half~
I wont let u worries abt me
cus it so hurt to see you worrying abt me.
I wont cry easliy
cus i promise i will be strong jus for u.
I wont run away
cus jus to let u noe i'will by your side always.
BUT
If i cry for you
that means i really loves you.
If i hurt because of you
than tell me you will be here for me.
If i not that strong
hug me and said that you here.
If i leave you one dae
give me a call and ask y.
If i die for you
dun blame yourself for me.
And last
U share my memories and make my story nicer by completing it in a beautiful picture u put on it.
Will make our world like magical storries, when u needed me most i blink and stand infront of u. When u are puzzle ask me and i try to hlp, we play together for memories and create a beautiful storries jus for U&Me.
Loves hurt and happinese, depend where u wan to give more.
:But dun tell me your love for me is fake cus one dae u will get hurt by me, I wan to be stong jus for u, learn to be independent jus for u, love u more jus for u, gt hurt jus for u, happy jus for u. Everi little things jus for u. And if i loss my way, hlp me out and tell me to leave it to u. Moments i wan jus for u. Please noe me more than myself too...hope u cn.
Memorries_Tears
|1:43 PM|
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
AnD waiting to buy TheM....CumIng TO BuY U...WaIt FoR ME SuNGlasses&ShoEParis-hilton-sunglasses (Bule)
DC Court Graffik White&Pink
All Star Black
Memorries_Tears
|7:30 AM|
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Todae play GB almost all day long. Yesterdae play until 2+ in the morning, 2dae play again...siao GB liao. 2dae cn sae play whole day but gt rest together with su, play until mid-night. Morning gt play so happi cus vri luckly gt win...dunnoe y play nite...became vri suai. And no luck. Then nvm, @ nite play with su...i gt abit sien liao, cus my foot bleed and pain the stupid shoe lor and also play GB, play with a person...maKE me vri de Du laN and angry...bo bain...combine attk with SU and kill that IDoT. Really iDot lor. Stilll dare to AcT aCT inside GB. NOT PRO thAN shuT-UP and play game...inside GB still wan to KaO BeI...and also kp hit team-mate...c le also think to be his team-mate also shuay. Liao!!!Piss ME OFF realli. An my foot areadi gt 'nong' and also bleed in the wounds when i tear off my plaster...everi the pain. So + tis make me more piss off.Luckily gt su...we both and + su bro make him tu lan. Haha...so happi. Any nd to rest...so tired choong my GB for 2 daes realli abit tired. And my 28 books still nd to type haven finish but i just bit by bit type. U noe some storries i nvr c b4...it realli good to c those storries books which when i small time miss out. TANG TaI TaI, combine power together and rock & roll GB (Nw GB gt 2 tai tai playin...so more tis 2 tai tai are noob...haha). Wait u cum back, then play MS. But i think i will stop MS, cus nw dae i gt trian my PK Online. So diffcult to lvl up. But my charater vri cute...small small wan, lvl 28 le still gt 1- 2 more lvl b4 30 and i forget PK Online the monei so hard to earn...by the way PK Online GM cn dis-count the item anot. Nwsdaes...jam up in online game. And my Audition too. I so kapo go and take licsence lvl 6 liao, cnt not go rooki liao. Cus nw beingnner realli hard to train. Stupid Stupid. Feel like deletin the acc of my audition. TaI TaI tired so tired.
Memorries_Tears
|2:03 PM|
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Early morning i was call up by a morning call...wan to noe who is my "Morning Alarm Clock". SUSU lor, she the morning alarm clock who call me early in the morning ard 7+ to 8+ like tis bah. U noe wat, we areadi set the time for our todae outing in last few daes...cus of SuSu...TaY SuSu morning call, me and ES time completely mixed up. Then after that hagging up tok in phone with susu, i when to wash my face(wash up) and after that prepare to have my breakfast. Suddenly...another morning call ring up, looking @ the phone just wondering wan to pick it up anot cus i noe who is it...guess guess!!! who is this, who will the 2nd one calling me...ES...ES call me lor. Die i going to be late, cus I cn sae ES dunnoe is my lucky star or wat cus whenever having a meeting especially which gt her in our trip the moment she called me i cmf meet other people will be late. Dunnoe y like tat i also wan to know y...y like that. As i areadi prepare vrything by yesterdae nite so when i meet susu 2dae i won be late for our todae trip, so i tot i cn avoid ES call...but cnt just cnt...cus end up listen to the call. ES yar, nxt time meet susu or other try not to call me, u cn message me i still cn c it through my handphone...cus vry time u call me in the meeting or outing we have I cmf will be late. If together outing with ES only...I dun mind late's going out with her cus dunnoe when she started to be late nw, but when she is in secondary times she nvr late wan. Dunnoe wats wrong with her...siao le bah i think. Dun sae about morning- doing this le, nw start to tok about our trip for todae, we go [k] lor we started singing ard 11.05 like tis. Then we got extended our [k] and extend another 2hr so we end @ 4.Oopm. During the time we spend in [K] really fun, but everi time me and SuSu always fight mike and song as well...haha. TODAE, me vri vri bad...cus nvr let ES singing. ES so Pai Sai lah(sorries), cus long time nvr go out and also long time nvr go [k] le so i "kan choong" and "dian" mani mani song and sing mani mani song until NO voice le for todae cus of letting ES sing less...punishment for me bah. And ES also really "buay tahan 她," she really vri cute lol...the [k] became her house and she also bring her Camera cus ES sae feel like taking in the [k] of some pic and she areadi told me she will be bring it...dunnoe she got charge her camera before bring it out, cus we also take photo quite mani lah(i think onli gt 3 pic is ok wan) other blurr de so i think ES delete le, she and SuSu wan to take a Nice pic for both of themself but when they taken the photo...all i cn sae blurr and all for more my song start le which i waiting to sing, this cute two girl girl ask me to hlp them take pic for them so as my song is jus in front of me cn sae my song~haizz bye bye le lah nvr sing a nice one but dunnoe i "heng" or wat cus when hlp them to take, areadi taken but when wan to c the pic ES camera suddenly no batt. And about SuSu yar smth wan to share which she vri vri high in [k] is while we gt a song which Twins(HK Girl Band) sing wan called the "我很想爱他." Because i forgot that this song got "唐禹哲(Tang yu Zhe)" in this MV, cus of my forgetting...when susu and I 合唱 until half way of the song she c the Tang yu Zhe(MV 男主角) suddenly her action vri 激动...lol,then wan to noe wat tis 可爱路线(su sld noe...lol) girl girl take her handphone and take two pic of him cus the song going to end sn so manage to take two pic of him and i also gt ask her to hlp take one of idols called Freddie, which i sing other song cus i'm also suddenly c my idols in that mv song and my reaction like susu also gt abit 激动 abit onli lah not like SU...haha.We also order mani(not mani but @ least settle our lunch le) things food and drinks, then we eat, drink and sing and we really enjoy ourself cus we fight mike(i think onli me & Su), fight drink, fight food and we also got talk talk lor, and i wan to add on one thing hei hei todae i sing a song and dedicate to both of them dunnoe gt touch their heart anot(lol, sld be lah hor), they sld noe wats song i refer too. And sn end our [k] cus time up...and OuT we go, suppose to eat @ Jack Place cus to0 expensive and by the way todae Me & ES bring less monei, so @ last nvr eat @ the Jack's but ended up at SGPost's. And while having dinner together i tell you one thing me and susu do one diao the things...wao 1st time with su we both vri "Keng" lor, eat until half way we two go and buy mineral water @ NTUC, then nxt head toward's waston cn sae shop awhile to buy eyes shadow which susu wan to buy. But no choice left ES there in the Fd Court...cus no choice nd someone to look after our things but any way ES agree to hlp so luckly for us(me&su) and hopefully she not angry with us cus we go quite long. Dinner we order Ban Mien, i and susu eat tom yum ban mien...eat until tounge burn out, cus spicy and also gt order dumplings. Vry full, we had a full dinner together. We also got tok tok then susu and me tok abt past time, realli miss WWW(one of our topic in past) lae. And SUSU, i forgot to ask u to send me the Pic which i ask for when we in [k] and my idols pic. And last things i wld like to add on is i'm having fun and enjoyment trip todae but my shoe and SU shoe give us lots of problem makin or feet with mani plaster(especially me areadi got 5 when i got hm medic it) onto it. Nxt when i go out dun care le i just wear the shoe which it will make me comfortable, really u noe really must wear a gd and comfortable shoe when you are out there. Cus good shoe realli cn take you to mani places and our nxt trip will be smth like coffee shop or other things else...cus SU sae wan to find a place just sit down and tok. Our nxt trip...tok all the way(waiting for it). And todae realli tired and my leg swollen liao...sob sob and some more vri vri the PAIN...痛,痛真得很痛。Girl realli poor things, wan pretty have to 牺牲.
And SUSU look out here...(hehe cmf she will faint)...LoOk who is tis: [below...lol]
Memorries_Tears
|2:50 PM|
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Woa...nvr update for abt a week plus like this le bah. I wan to complain for this week!!! Dunnoe y this week, my family a bit siao wan. Got lots of problem...makin me everi the d.a.m.e angry. This totally suck, and hate this week cus things happen ard me this week not so good. I'm pissing off. Angry...boil up. Dun care much. And i will busy cus i'm hlping my Aunt to help her type books...u noe what...33 book to type...yepp. So happi. Dun sae i siao, cus need to type 33 books still like everi happi like tis actually it realli hlp me make my time pass easliy. Cus beening in hoildae for abt 2-3 mths. And i forget abt one things...i wan to share is i'm been posted to Higher Nitec @ SM, course is Log Mgt. I just noe it @ ard 8 March. But i have been busy so nvr post saying that i'm successfully up for higher nitec. But Log Mgt, i dun feel like studying. Cus i like to in for Admin, but my grade not so gd to be in for Admin. So in for Log Mgt. And all for more also post to SM, which is so near my hm just for abt 15 mins walk. So still everi happi that i been in for SM cus i been wanting to in there when i in for office nitec course but in end nvr in...in @ BS. But i will miss the mrt trip i been take and walk along the coolest with tree and peacefull way hm ever snice i will start to study in SM. Will MISS...realli miss. But nw slowly to be a real fully grown up adult, i still have lots of things to learn and prepare. Even a bit scared and scared that i cnt follow up but to [My adult road]..."here i'm perpare to take up challenge." Things to learn, Things to understand...Learning till the day i'm old(O.0). And actually i still like to add on smthing which been in my head for long time, is that we the human really nd to suffer so than we know hw to cherish. But all i cn sae...human as long as u are a human @ tis world...human will also suffer with different kinds of problem. Some time i realli hate myself so much when i cnt figure out question and answer. But nowdaes really sick of being of human...and also i nd to find wats my real dreams are!!! No time messing up, cus really no time to waste.
Memorries_Tears
|3:49 AM|
Sunday, March 04, 2007
Todae my cousin, mei go back home ard jus nw. 28 Feb visit me and stay at my house for 4 days 3 nites. This time visit me a bit rush and also stay at my house for a short period. But nvm, yesterday friday we go out together, i bring my mei to bugis and almost walk all the bugis palce. We also take neo-print together. Everi pretty lae. Enjoy so much in our shopping but cause of my new shoe make my toe and foot pain, and make me have 3 "shui Pao" also a small cut and as my mei wear high heel...at last her leg also pain. Both of us buy mani food and down to 'bedok' cause i got things to buy so we went there as soon we leave bugis. And after walking to the waston way its started to drizzling. So my me and mei speed-up our walk and reach waston and i find my things, after shopping in waston for quite a mins...u noe wat the sky turn dark and it is rainning heavily. We still got go cd shop, mei buy her vcd well i onli bought one cd, cus i dunnoe wats vcd to buy but i saw the ‘婚礼’ vcd some more quite cheap cus full set onli ard 29 -30 like tis. Feel like buying but me my wallet left a few dollars...so last nvr buy. Todae realli so tired...and mei yar you too early go back le if not i still cn bring you to mani place which you like to go. Maybe nxtime u bring me when i find you. 7 march also gt a meeting with my ite friend cus taking my cert.
Memorries_Tears
|2:30 AM|
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