Friday, August 17, 2007
What my life going to be...
What I want my life to be?
I not sure...really not sure...
From last week ppl been stepping on my tail.
Hate family, hate friends, hate BGR, hate lives i been having.
And been questioning myself...i come to this world is a right choices or dun have a choice.
Why when i nd them so much yet they step on my tail...why!
My studies look likes Gone-case to me...
I kp asking whether i suitable for this subject...but until now there is NO answers.
I like a burden to everyone...everyone...
Will i see "Light" in future...will "Light" gives me chances?
Hate beening nag by my family, friends....
I know they nag cus they think is good for me.
Nag...nag...dosent mean good! Some time cn make ppl through dead end.
我已经没有了人生目标...
我已经累了...
对我来说我就像个抱负.
现在的我只想静静得...把我的人生walk till the day i leave the world.
能吗？能静静的让我把人生walk till the day I leave?
现在的我也开始元捐了家人...
元捐了朋友...
元捐了爱情...
元捐了在人的面前假装伪装我的快乐...
不开心的时候大声说, 也不需要一个人落泪。
想做自己想做的事情。
但是。。。
后来想了想。。。
没治各的我社么多不可以。
哈哈哈，可笑把！
不要说我元捐了家人或朋友...
可能是应为“没治各！”
"没治各" 的我变成他们的负担
我也不是要你们施舍同情因为我是幸福的。
因为我的人生还有家人和朋友。
就算他们不管我但是至少让我知道有我的存在我就已经很开心了。
满促是一种贪心
渴望是一种占有心
施舍是一种同情心
真心........是哪一种心...发指内心里的理解心吗。
而现在的我,不想让家人和朋友担心。
我会乖乖的任命...
我...再也看不到美丽的世界。冰界始终属一我。
As for now, dun plan to have relationship.
As i need to find my goal. I Dun have goal...
No matter family and friend nelgected me...i will find a way and pull through.
And pls nowdaes dun make my tears flows...cus my tears nowdaes wont flow out through eyes instead flows through too my heart and making my hearts hardly breath.
The saddess thing too have is no goal in life, and thing that is simple is the most diffcult but diffcult thing is the simplest. I dont want to be anyone burden...dun wan...
I may not be be clever but will try to hang on with it if i think i cn do it.
I may be trouble to you all but pls torrate with me.
And for now...i wish i could find a place and hide for days till i'm ok.
Song of lyric i wish to dicated for family and friends:
歌曲：存在
你说着我听着像海浪打着沙滩烧着
你的忧伤大于快乐连彩虹都只剩下一种颜色
我听着你说着像刀子划的隐隐痛着
就因为爱没有规则所以心痛了死了回不去了
但是我存在着我一直存在着
和你一起的照片仍在我的手机上贴着
爱会永远永远你说的
离开我的时候却没舍不得
我真的存在着我一直存在着
不管是疯的气的我受着我紧紧手握着
傻傻的陪着守着证明你值得
但我会笑着因为一切都值得
你说着我听着像海浪打着沙滩烧着
你的忧伤大于快乐连彩虹都只剩下一种颜色
我听着你说着像刀子划的隐隐痛着
就因为爱没有规则所以心痛了死了回不去了
但是我存在着我一直存在着
和你一起的照片仍在我的手机上贴着
爱会永远永远你说的]离开我的时候却没舍不得
我真的存在着我一直存在着
不管是疯的气的我受着我紧紧手握着
傻傻的陪着守着证明你值得
但我会笑着因为一切都值得
我真的存在着我一直存在着
和你一起的照片仍在我的手机上贴着
爱会永远永远你说的
离开我的时候却没舍不得
我真的存在着我一直存在着
不管是疯的气的我受着我紧紧手握着
傻傻的陪着守着证明你值得
但我会笑着因为一切都值得
歌曲：won't give up 永不放弃
风停了它又吹汗干了却又湿了好几回
我看见你眼中的泪不该让你陪着我受罪
看你摇着头说不后悔
要我放心勇敢往前飞
I won't give up
take my hand
因为有你的爱当我的信念
梦再远也要追
不管前方暗藏着多少危险
一定是蓝天
我拼了命去追
这一路上有太多是与非
错或对我又能问谁
只求自己问心后无愧
跌跌撞撞也许很狼狈
多少次我笑中带着泪
I won't give up
take my hand
因为有你的爱当我的信念
梦再远也要追
不管前方暗藏着多少危险
一定是蓝天
在梦里面我看不见你的脸
心要碎而地要灭不会变
i won't give up
take my hand
因为有你的爱当我的信念
梦再远也要追
不管前方暗藏着多少危险
( you know i won't give up )
Nowdays feeling:
[我心中的天气一直不放晴，我看见眼中的泪不该让泪陪着我受罪，我是只小麻雀却从来不犹豫，有一天变美丽没有人会相信。谁愿意陪着我环游世界去，我想我已开始有点疑惑，难道已经没有别的选择只能乖乖的束手就策。装著笑容掩饰的脆弱要撑多久。。。相信一切都是命！]
Memorries_Tears 
|1:44 PM|
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Today so tired. Plus today gt lsm CA2 test. Sleepy and no mood on my studies. I think i will fail but hope wont get below 20 marks even though i fail.
When will the world became beautiful to you?
When u are at your last breath, the world became beautiful.
But smth which we have to learn...
either u feel it with heart or mind when things happen.
today i jus learn smth.
Today jus want to get more sleep.
Memorries_Tears
|7:51 PM|
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