Now days things happen around me too sudden and make it loss my breath.

I think i cnt be any, strong to holding on and supress my emotions nowdays.

If happen that saw my eyes red pls dun ask why or what happen cus it make it more worst.

I cnt find happy...lots of things made me loss what i wan to be.

I d3inG trying to control my tEarS form wks. My heart 好难受。

How i wish i could protect my loves one frm getting hurt.

my tears really cnt hold on so long, i...lossing it. And have to prepare smth.

Now days 的我...feeling so terrible. (i'm sure nowdays i will be no mood and ...smth awaits me.)

我一直相信奇迹会出现。我相信。如果要等待交换...我...愿意换。Maybe say i pure or anything, i wan to believe this world gt good people. I really do. Slient nowdays for me as i wan to have peace. I...