Friday, November 30, 2007
My outting today was to celebrate my birthday in advance, as my actual day suppose to be at the nxt week friday, 7 dec. Cus ES nxt week no off so there is no other choice and so su and es foward my celebrations which is held todae 30 Nov.
We went to MS for seoul garden, MS seoul still ok the fd quite lots to chose. Den after that this two girl kp ask me i wan No.1 or 2. Den...lol, i tot what lae...if i chose either one i will get handsome guy and will introduce me like "Wu Chun" kinds/types lae. But this two laugh like and say NO!!! They sae is gd things but NO GUYS!!! Mood dwn le(>_<).
But last i chose 2. U noe wat...2 is they 请我吃seoul garden as my birthdae gift. And as for 1 is they bought the bag which i saw it at Zinc Shop @ bugis there wan. lol...they heng hor as i chose 2 so they cn save more $$. But actually, it my 1st time ppl 请我吃 as my birthday so i still PS. Cus no matter who birthday, we either give present or recevie present. So it my 1st time ppl 请我吃. Touch. Den @ seoul Su sae i EMO...i where gt lah...is jus that i eat quite full den wan to slp le...so i jus quiet dwn lor. IT NOT EMO! And wan to complaint...too. Our sit, beside us all the way dwn is 4 malay ppl but they are 2 in a table means 1 table gt 2ppl. They are nt frens but hor especially beside us that couple...ewww....dis wan!!! Kp eng like wat onli, den we tok tok tok, saeing yesterday su saw xue at sch with cl den suddenly su sae to me that she gt ask xue gt find me this noknok apple anot...suddenly the couple malay stop toking. Maybe due to the word noknok. lol. Den su most funny and sae, cmf every time we go out gt things wan...lol, but agree.
After tat, our last min think go KBox. And haha...ES actually dun wan to go wan but last I and Su manage to ask her go. So after seoul we went KBox. Inside KBox...i kana rape...sob sob by who u noe...SU lor. But we do enjoy...long time nvr out tgt in 3 le. So we do have fun overall. But hor KBox really not that good...i dun like KBox as the space quite small and quite cramp. After our "K" we go take neo, ES actually promise us 1st but she recevice her call frm her dad...den she wan to go hm le. I sae her, u promise us at first lae...yet want to go...den i and SU again lock her up till she go bugis with us to take neo-print with us. At last she go, so we make a memories an neo-print and haha i went off to buy my bag le at the oppsite store. I when in and buy my bag and as for SU she sae she see me buy she also buay tahan want to buy too. So, i bought my sling bag and she bought her handbag. And so we went hm after we bought our bag as it areadi going 10 plus le...my mum also calling me ask me quickly go hm.
Thnks to SU & ES for todae advance celebrateing. Fun todae and really enjoy todae. Hope to have another 3 outing. Especially ES, find off mah. Ltr still nd to hlp mum type letter too, NO rest for me after back frm playing todae. Todae another memories for me to rmb. Thnks.
Memorries_Tears 
|2:18 PM|
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Todae quite fun, go lots of place and also watch Doreamon moive. Touch so touch. Make me going to cry and ltr nt crying like dat when the story go to the center part till end... and so make me also abit 矛盾. Den inside the theater, maybe we go in 5mins earli b4 the show times start so the theater is abit quite dark le and so while finding sit i nd to cross a couple cus our sit is beside them and its inside them no choice lor walk pass them den think i step onto the girl shoe/foot. Den i think she whisper to her bf and sae i step her foot but i gt sae sry lor...wat the hell she think...dark le den cnt see cn blame mae. Anyway having fun and also tired cus 10 plus den reach home...and also reach hm i get to eat pizza. I dunnoe my family order maybe my mum lazy to cook while i'm outside cus she also when out todae but i late den her and so my father and brother maybe feel like eating den order lor. And also i saw sheena too at mrt, she still the same nvr change, todae so fun afterall.
Memorries_Tears
|11:45 PM|
Friday, November 09, 2007
Long time nvr been to my blog...so today feel like updating it.
1 mth hoilday ended, and been back to sch to start the 2nd term areadi for quite 2-4 weeks!? Fast rites...times like keep on going on. Days by days passing so and i, also changeing, surrounded things beside me also changing and keep on changing. Eventually, i tot of quiting sch le...but last ended up back to my study again. Abit...sian le!!!
And nowdays...dunnoe what been happen to me...no mood to sch, nites times cnt slp, likes gt smth happen but not that sure is who and who will happen...making me worries. Sometimes heart cnt breath, cold that i totally lose to it. Some things which is nw is really beyond my control i dunnoe what i cn do and hlp to do...so loss, complicated. I really cnt descride that kind of feeling that been over me for weeks. Even say out still the same...so terrible. Exam coming le...in no mean times...hw? Gone case. Wings put on my back but still nt use...i nd someone that i wish to leant on someone.
现在不会期待甚么，人的可怕是就恐怖的脎伤里。Sweet, kindness, good ppl...cnt see in the world anymore. Even nw...i also scared of myself...what will i became... looks like i bn change by things around me which until now i cnt even accpect myself. Things cnt be control well and we cnt get prefect, so for nw i wish to do things that i cn hold onto...
And i rmb my friend, eileen frm bishan ite send me a bookmarks and the bookmarks have a short phase saying "When facing a big wave, you can either catch a ride on it or be overwhelmed by it. The choice is yours." I hope that i did nt change i wan to be wat i use to be...i think i try to take bit by bit den throwing myself in those unsolve questions cus make me more confused, complicated, lost, loseing, burden and breathless...I noe every one nd to change due to changes ard them but still gt some that i wish i wan to unchange infront of them likes my family and friends. Cus i dun wan to hide my feeling for them...like that maybe i will feel better...
Lyrics that nowdaes descride my feelings:
歌曲：不想懂得
当世界不知不觉的变了
有时候我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想像是一种快乐
拥有了同时也失去什黱
而眷恋原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟心开始曲折
我不想舍得不想懂得
是谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什黱
我不想舍得不想懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
能握著手就是感动的
歌曲：西界
阳光越过窗沿
我在阴影里面
才过正午13点
就漆黑一片
没有人看得见
我心深处的阴暗面
只能眺望东边
你的世界太远
撑到想象的极限
幸福有多甜
可黑夜已吞噬我
就是拉不到你的手
因为我活在西界
只拥有半个白天
一到午后夜色就蔓延
虽然和你面对面
却看不到我的脸
感觉到你不安的视线
在西界的那一边
只能有半个白天
暗自祈祷上天的垂怜
在长夜的边缘
给我一丝光线让
你能多看我一眼
Memorries_Tears
|2:34 PM|
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