Friday, November 09, 2007
Long time nvr been to my blog...so today feel like updating it.
1 mth hoilday ended, and been back to sch to start the 2nd term areadi for quite 2-4 weeks!? Fast rites...times like keep on going on. Days by days passing so and i, also changeing, surrounded things beside me also changing and keep on changing. Eventually, i tot of quiting sch le...but last ended up back to my study again. Abit...sian le!!!
And nowdays...dunnoe what been happen to me...no mood to sch, nites times cnt slp, likes gt smth happen but not that sure is who and who will happen...making me worries. Sometimes heart cnt breath, cold that i totally lose to it. Some things which is nw is really beyond my control i dunnoe what i cn do and hlp to do...so loss, complicated. I really cnt descride that kind of feeling that been over me for weeks. Even say out still the same...so terrible. Exam coming le...in no mean times...hw? Gone case. Wings put on my back but still nt use...i nd someone that i wish to leant on someone.
现在不会期待甚么，人的可怕是就恐怖的脎伤里。Sweet, kindness, good ppl...cnt see in the world anymore. Even nw...i also scared of myself...what will i became... looks like i bn change by things around me which until now i cnt even accpect myself. Things cnt be control well and we cnt get prefect, so for nw i wish to do things that i cn hold onto...
And i rmb my friend, eileen frm bishan ite send me a bookmarks and the bookmarks have a short phase saying "When facing a big wave, you can either catch a ride on it or be overwhelmed by it. The choice is yours." I hope that i did nt change i wan to be wat i use to be...i think i try to take bit by bit den throwing myself in those unsolve questions cus make me more confused, complicated, lost, loseing, burden and breathless...I noe every one nd to change due to changes ard them but still gt some that i wish i wan to unchange infront of them likes my family and friends. Cus i dun wan to hide my feeling for them...like that maybe i will feel better...
Lyrics that nowdaes descride my feelings:
歌曲：不想懂得
当世界不知不觉的变了
有时候我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想像是一种快乐
拥有了同时也失去什黱
而眷恋原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟心开始曲折
我不想舍得不想懂得
是谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什黱
我不想舍得不想懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
能握著手就是感动的
歌曲：西界
阳光越过窗沿
我在阴影里面
才过正午13点
就漆黑一片
没有人看得见
我心深处的阴暗面
只能眺望东边
你的世界太远
撑到想象的极限
幸福有多甜
可黑夜已吞噬我
就是拉不到你的手
因为我活在西界
只拥有半个白天
一到午后夜色就蔓延
虽然和你面对面
却看不到我的脸
感觉到你不安的视线
在西界的那一边
只能有半个白天
暗自祈祷上天的垂怜
在长夜的边缘
给我一丝光线让
你能多看我一眼
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