Long time nvr been blog, cus of this attachment areadi stressing me up!!! So busy and tired that i have been less to my blog or even can say... less on using the com. Days past days, and been attachment for like 1 month plus. Got so mani things to say and write and also complaint...
My life in DHL:
Knowing that i'm a slow learn, so all i have to do is learn slowly and do less wrong things. DHL a big company of course demand quite lot. So mani work for me...no resting.(nw miss of going back sch...) I started on the 21st april which is on monday, but onli when there for breifing. So eventually started at 22nd april, tuesday, when to the CS department(arggh) which been assign to. But nvr started any work, just got and other breifing by my superervisor and so he nvr let me touch any work...he sae let me slack todae and so he let me read notes, tomorrow den start to work.
Ok, start on the following wednesdae. Woah...start le, also started to learn and work. And you know what, start to get OT. I been OT for more then 2 weeks, and also late that kinds. So slpy that make me no mood to work. I almost reach home like 11 plus the lastest. But really pissing me off areadi. We went attachment...just to learn. Why is there a purpose to OT so late when we cnt claim transport fare!!! And one of colleague who is a GUY really pissing me off days to days. Good mood became bad mood. And he like so sarcastic, dunnoe what wrong with him. He say he busy...yet see him looking at email like this and do a bit typing which other colleague(even my other colleague complaint him) cn do. At my department onli have a few people. Just like 3 people handling CS, 3 operations. So like 7 people(plus me) tgt in our team. Den diffcult problem...give me settle(even i know i have to learn), and like small things he can settle also wan me to do. I say wrong things or cn handle...den "che" me, EYES side ME. WTH!!!
Also if no "Ren nae li" to teach ppl, den dun teach. You think i willing to teach by you. You sae i lazy, you more lazy. First time in learning, and u sae b4 if dunnoe cn ask. Ask areadi den KP said NOT like that and also give me face like dunnoe and leave me behind for 5mins, den start to angry me. When i'm learning the right way, yet wan me quick, and if i areadi blurr dun give me faces instead, show me slowly the right way. Maybe u like to joke, but i dun. Cus i serious time better dun provoke me. Maybe in some time i also joke abit, but when u want ME TO LEARN please dun give me that idotic tone that make me think i stupid while i learning. Step by step, not throw things to me and do, THIS CALL TEACH den i sry to sae you a idot PIG. And keep get scolding, will feel like bashing u up! Even though we are learning, we got rights. No FACES, yet demand prefect and also kp! Hate this kind of ppl. Still have to torelate him for 3mnths(arrgh).
And u also wan me to be a KP ppl, sry hor i dunnoe and dun wan to be. I'm not like you to be a kp person(my idot colleague). Dunnoe WHY he is a guy yet also like girl wan to KP. And He LUV to DEMAND(idot fool)! I like to be quiet SO WHAT! MY business lah. I more and more dun like to work with him in same roof. SICK of seeing him.
And also NO MORE problem handling(left me alone). Nowdays my temper really been not that good. I hate the surround, whether be it my work life or my living life. Nowdaes ask me to joke with you, i think i dun have that mood. And also i wan to stay alone yet get disturd. And why when i nd someone for ears...no one willing to listen. And also DUN TALK MUCH sae you gt listen(i more hate and hate this) yet sae other things or wan me to understanding!!! If dun feel like listening to my excuse, at least "Fu Yen Wo," i also noe that my present is still around. NO nagging me and sae lot of "DA DAO LI." Sry hor no EAR for that. I really dun care whether close to me or care me(example, family, friends and etc). Sarcastic fool quite alot pissing me off nowdaes! And now i learn one thing, if really dun like dun care whether is ur family or friends, just sae out rather den kp quiet and do what ever ppl sae... NO MORE. I'M NOT THE OLD APPLE AREADY!!! DONT SAY I HAO LIAN OR WHAT...Think cant communicate den 'F' OFF cus i wont entertian.
Now the hate:
1. Dun like to entertian any joker.
2. Quiet time hate been disturd.
3. When serious yet people think i joke.
4. Act pro.
5. Dun like attention seeker.
6. Wu liao(nonsean) ppl.
Whether u like this post or not, i still write whatever it was. If really u dont like den u can dun see this post.
I know that everyone have problem but if have to overcome still nd time, and we human also have limits. So i dont think that i bashing my anger in this post will give u think i still cnt handle or in act like a childish way. We got wat we wan to say, and we got temper tat some time hold on and off. No point agruing to those... who also like to give u anger and pissing you also. Cant handle, just tell them to F OFF. Or u leave. Cus choices always left 2, either u let go or u carry on...
Sad tragic happen on China:
And also due to the news that refering china, big earthqueke. I really praying in my heart that hope those children can conutine the life. Sad that many children die. Children are our hopes for future. Some eventually loss the loves one. We some times really cant fight nature disaster, and Singapore really a fortunate country, no disaster. And todae happen to watch the show that help to donate money to help the need in china, happen to have some touching screen side that view the side of the china...i...really drops tears...of the most touching screen saying a mother protected her 3 mnths old babies. And also one more toucing parts is, a guy been under at the falling stone(house brick, etc) for 3 days past. What touch me is he sae: "i cnt slp, cus my luv one still waiting, i cnt slp and he wait till the team rescuer save him" So the rescuer take the phone to let him talk to his wife...and he say to his wife: "i nvr hug u and so wait for me"(i think he did sae...i also forget), so he was beening rescue and straight send to hospital...but last he did not manage to live.
For every moments we have to learn to cherish...that is also what human like to "SAY" but eventually nvr do! So one day...maybe one day i was been cherish by some one, and i also want to cherish what i have for now. No matter those who u loves most some time eventually hurt u most is the one who u really cherish(like family and friends) cus it our destine to meet them.
International Food
February 2005
Memorries_Tears 
